There's hope! There's hope for 3 mature and lining over 7! I up my estrace to 2x/day, and I go back again for more monitoring tomorrow, although that seems early to me. My utterly anal chart is below.
Unfortunately, that was the end of the good news. DH's sperm frag test came back.
Research shows that fragmentation above 27% is correlated to recurrent miscarriage. DH is at 30%.
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fucking fuck.
So many thoughts. So many emotions. Resignation. Anger. Sadness. Fresh loss.
Now is not the moment I'm going to process it all. Now is the moment I'm going to go inject more FSH, shove a few more pills in uncomfortable places, and keep going. Now is the moment I'm going to grieve silently. Once this cycle is done, we'll figure out what comes next.
Thank you to everyone who has sent encouraging words and who has been cheering us on. At this moment, it means more than you can know.
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Stim Day
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7/16
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2/17
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12/17
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2/18
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18-May
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7/18
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AFC
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9
R=6; L=3 |
4
L = 2; R = 2 |
7
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5
L=3;R=2 |
6
L=3; R=3 |
9
L=5; R=4 |
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0
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E2
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49.1
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18
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P4
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1.81
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0.31
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4
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L follies
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12.5, 8, 8
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6.5
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12, 10.5
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14, 11, 8.5
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5, 4.5, 3
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9.5, 8.5
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R follies
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11, 9, 8.5
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9.8
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5, 3.5
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7,4
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5.5, 5, 4.5, 4
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11, 5.5
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E2
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803
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585.5
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188
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622
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725
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691
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P4
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2.68
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0.07
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<.05
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0.07
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<.05
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0.1
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LH
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8.24 miu
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2.73
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3.38
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2.12
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1.32
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1.58
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Lining
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6.9 triple
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5.7, fluid
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4 uniform
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5.7 triple
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4.97 triple
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5.2 triple
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FSH
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600
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600
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900
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1100
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1100
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900
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Menopur
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0
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300
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300
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300
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300
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Day
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7
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7
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7
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6
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8
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7
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6 - 7
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L follies
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19.5, 13.6, 7
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5
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17.5, 16
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16, 13.5, 9.5
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3
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15, 13.5
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R follies
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16.5, 15, 10, 8
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14, 9.5
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6
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9
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9.5, 9.5
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16
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E2
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1294
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432
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718
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1023
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252
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739
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P4
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1.66
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<.05
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0.07
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0.08
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<.05
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0.1
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LH
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1.03
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1.15
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2.8
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1.61
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0.51
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3.03
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6.9 triple
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6.7
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6 triple
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7.77 mixed
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5.2 triple
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5.6 triple
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FSH
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1050
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1275
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1575
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1350
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2300
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1575
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Menopur
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0
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525
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450
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600
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600
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Sending love and hope for this cycle. Focus on the good and what you can control. Wrapping you in love and light in the meantime.
ReplyDeleteThank you, I needed that! I am trying to remember that we've had great outcomes with probably similar situations. Probabilities are not certainties.
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