14dpt/12dpo

There were sill two lines on a home test this morning, so although they were no darker and I'm still bleeding, I made the trip to my clinic and shelled out the $325 for blood work. 

Hcg 29

Progesterone 47

Estrogen ~680

Two of those three numbers are good. Sadly, they're the two I could do something about if they weren't good.

They want me back on Tuesday for re-draw, but their earliest appointment is too late for my work schedule that day. In utter nonsense, they won't let me come on Wednesday, but I could go on Thursday  . . . .only that appointment is even later. I'll figure it out on Monday. Right now I'm just sad enough to not care. 

Plan for the next month: 1) regroup with RE; 2) schedule consult with fertility acupuncture specialist; 3) starting next week, go back to strict anti-inflammatory diet; 4) research autoimmune protocols. 

We can get pregnant. It's not hopeless. But I sure as hell feel hopeless right now.